Today's MV: f(x) Red Light

       I must be really crazy. I will have test tomorrow, but what to do?? I kept delaying what I wanted to write these past days. And I really wanna post something. Usually, the willing to write would burst suddenly, when my internet wasn't active. So at the time I sat in front of my laptop, i kept forgetting what i wanted before ><.

      Here I am now. Thinking hard what was in my head before. And yeah, I wanted to share my opinion about f(x) new MV: red light. Trust me, ever since they released the MV I wanted to write badly, I have many thoughts about this MV.

       It was released on 03 july around 12 noon. I had waited Exciting, i tried to watch it first using my phone, which had limited connection. My first thought about this song was "O o,, another I got a Boy??" since it sounded like SM put more than 1 song in this. But, hey. No offensive. Since I really like the MV, and the song of course ^^.

Okay, let's check the MV first. For u who haven't watch it yet, here is the video

credit to: SMTOWN youtube channel

The MV was so amazing!! For the fans who expected bright colorful MV, maybe they had left their hope from the very first picture released beforehand. The teaser just proofed it. It looked like the dark would dominate the MV. According to SM ENt, 'Red Light' is an electronic house music with a strong energy and rhythm which will captivate fans with the group's new style of music and unique performance. I shall admit that. It really is captivating <3

Usually I only downloaded the subbed MV. But special for SMTOWN artists, I also downloaded the official ver. The video under is the subbed ver. It had hangul, english translation, and more important the romanization. So u can watch the MV and sing along with f(x). Hahahaha

For this MV, I had to wait a little bit more than usual. Dunno whether she waited for the album first or what, since the author also subbed the other songs in the album. Thanks God, she uploaded the video on 05 july. i had been so curious about the translation of red light since i read news told one of the music station had banned this song. at first I thought, omona, was the MV too sexy (it seemed so from the teaser picts) or what?. And then, darn, it because of the lyrics contained in the song. There was word "caterpilar", and it was also name of some brand (dunno what kind of product. Shoes?). Tsk tsk tsk. 

credit to: LoveKpopSubs15

Where did u find ur favorite subbed MV? I got mine from LoveKpopSubs channel (http://www.youtube.com/user/LoveKpopSubs15/videos). It was update and pretty fast!

Ok, now let's check some pictures from the MV. Alert! It will be overloaded with tons of pictures

Wohoo, it began with some cool burnt book held by Krystal, hey Soojung-ah, so u went blonde for this comeback, huh? Shouldn't be too shocked for her transformation. She had pulled bright red hair color before, although it wasn't too long.

This was mysterious cat appeared in the teaser. It had different eye color, left some scary yet great impression. is there any kind of cat in the world? If yes, maybe i will consider to have one (LOL, I'm afraid of cat, yes, u read it right. Afraid of cat.)

Yay for this! Sulli was so beautiful!!! She had her long hair back, but unlike previous MV, she looked mature here. So awesome!!! <3

Damn. Our Krystal wearing different lens, eh?? It Suited her so well. Hm, Amber also wore different lens before (in Rum Pum Pum Pum), but Krystal's color didn't really had significant different in color. Okay, the one was brown and the other was deep blue, but still, hers wasn't as clear as Amber's. Also, I thought most of u had noticed the half eye make up. Great idea f(x)

This scene added the mysterious feel of Red Light. Dark room, blonde girl with burnt book in her hand. Krystal looked like powerful witch here

I always loved this style. Kind of gothic with beautiful accessories. Sulli with no smile = fantastic combo!!

Sulli walked like a boss. Love her hat

Luna jjang!!! She looked super badass here. With short blue hair, she reminded me of2ne1's Minzy. Although I didn't really like her outfit here, basically I didn't awe cloth with much accessories in the shoulder

Luna was so fierce. This was the first time saw her like this.

As always, Vic looked fabolous.

Red haired Amber tried to breath for a moment

The broken bulb! Really curious with the meaning of this MV!!!!

What was on ur mind?

Red eye that opened widely, what happened???

The burst flower, it should have good explanation for all of these

 

Their shadow, guess who is in the center?

Wow, out of box. It was so refreshed. But, honestly I didn't mind 'box MV' at all, since SM knew how to edit and made great MV

 Did somebody notice that I put Sulli's picts the most? Well, what to do? She's my bias in f(x). In this MV Sulli is undoubtly beautiful!!

Dang! The burnt book was closed

Wooaahhhh!!! That was really much photos! I got tired putting comments for each, so I stopped. Actually I couldn't stand my stupid comments. Hahahahaha.

Still, I got really curious with this song's meaning. I tried to encode it myself, but my brain couldn't find any clues. Okay, let's ask our smart friend: internet.

I found some interesting explanation about this. U can check this:

http://www.allkpop.com/forums/discussion/187541/meaning-of-f-x-s-red-light-mv

So far, I like this story:

The phone symbolizes a wake-up call to society, and the burning book represents "burning away the standards." "Red Light" to stop.

The half make up is supposed to represent one side "beautiful" and the other "ugly," which is the reason for covering one eye. Because in society's standards, makeup covers up the so-called "ugly".

In the mannequin scene, it shows that there are wires embedded into their heads as they watch the same movie together. This represents how the media tells society that we "must" think, look and act the same way.

In the end, there is that rebellion scene, with explosions and running, showing that they are trying to fix the flaws in society. The exploding flower represents something that was originally beautiful wasn't beautiful enough and was destroyed. The people with gas masks are those that are trying not to be influenced by this rebellion.

So the message is that "no one should shape something that is already good enough and that society's standards don't matter." 

    It sounded legit, eh? So logical. Although f(x) used to unique concept that differs them with other girl group, actually their previous MV was not so far from cute, colorful set that full of cheerful smile. Almost all of their MVs were about love (I didn't have any clue about La cHa tA). This theme extremely good, we need more song about society (Oh, I remember how much I love EXO MAMA).Of course love is good topic, everybody owns their love story that greatly differ each other. But sometimes I got bored with love song. Red Light was really something new to them, and it was OK for them!!

    Overall I loved this MV. Even when I got confused to the song at first, the MV had been successly hooked me. The more I played it, the more I enjoyed the song. I loved how they played with lighting, shot from different angle, and the moved from inside to the outside was so natural. Leaving us in amazing maze that wait for explanation.

That's it. God, this post was really looong, well it due to the pictures though :P
Okay, I need to study now. Byebye.............<3 <3 <3
XOXO

(mixed) haul

        helloww,,,,today is our first day in ramadhan, a month when moslems all over the world have to restrain theirselves from many things such eating, drinking, getting angry and the other. so, happy ramadhan my brothers and sisters ^^

       i'm quit sleepy right now. i just arrived in my home base city last night around 10 pm, tried to clean up my messy room but ended up fall asleep. hahahaha, so my room is still in big untidy condition now.

      well, after trying to be more active in my blog, i read many post made by other bloggers. most of them were beauty blogger, since my interest in make up rised so high lately XD, i got new vocabulary from them. one of my favorite vocab was 'haul'. even until i'm writting this post, i didn't know the exact meaning of this word. i just guessing, since they named their new items under 'haul' post. i wanted to share my haul post too, but i bought everything separately. lately i found out that haul wasn't always mean a big shopping products. some of the bloggers posted their newly product in haul post too, although it was only few things. so, yeah. i will share mine. confuse with my words? me too. hahahaha.

     i decided to call it 'mixed' since i forgot the time i bought them. usually, the other would share their haul every month. okay, let's take a peek to what i got lately!! i'll share from the old one

nivea visage refreshing cleansing milk & refreshing toner

it was cheap!!! hahahaha, buy one get one. that was why i purchased this. lol. actually it wasn't that long since i started to use milk cleanser again. i run out of my old cleanser so i shop to the new one when i found this baby. nivea was famous for their great products (i'm fan of their lotion) but i never used their skin care product (only lotion and lippies). so i thought it would be worthy to tried this, even if it didn't suit my skin i wouldn't too upset since it cost me a little. glad i loved this cleanser. it had same scent like other nivea product, soft smell that i couldn't describe. also, it was said that the milk cleanser could be used to remove eye make up since it was save for our eyes and had been tested.

now it less than the half since i used it a lot. actually i bought the new one, but not from nivea. i bought from viva (super cheap product with great quality) but i forgot to snap it and now too lazy to take it now. he he he

etude house face conditioning cream

my first korean product ever!!! just like nivea above, i also purchased it since it was cheap! it has 75 g and i paid no more than IDR150!!! uwwaaahhh!!! i ordered this right away though at that time i had no clue about its usage. we always could learn new thing fast. i found out EH launched this recently (in early 2014?) so i was so glad to be able to try their new product :)

etude house baking powder crunch pore scrub

i bought this together with face conditioning cream. and i was fully aware what kind of product it was >< it was a scrub!! the olshop i got this sold it per box (actually the real product consist of 24 boxes). i needed to tested it out before i buy the big one rite? and my opinion? totally loved it!! once i opened the box i decided right away to purchase it again. after i applied it into my face i decided to buy the big one. it was so soft. yup, it was scrub but the granules were so thin that it wouldn't harm ur skin. it had freshly lemon scent that totally got me ><

many bloggers claimed that from this tiny little box (7 g), u could use it for 2-3x. but for me, i could use it for like 4 weeks (i scrubbed twice a week, so i had been for 8x). dunno whether i was too stingy or what >< ke ke ke ke ke

etude house magic any cushion trial set

this had same destiny like my face conditioning cream. i bought it totally didn't understand what 's this product for. i knew magic any cushion from EH, but i didn't have any idea that this was the trial size one. i had been write something about this rite? not really fan of this but i still like it. i got 2 samples from purchasing this! love it, but i didn't tried the samples yet.

wardah double function kit, makarizo hair energy shampoo, formula junior toothbrush

if my memory didn't deceive me, i bought this impulsively. what?? how come this 3 little products deserved to be called impulsive??? well, actually not the three of them. only wardah one. i bought it when i took some seesight to relieave my stress (remember once kris' news about his contract? yeah, i bought it around that time? actually i did have plan to buy concealer, i kept my eye to EH concealer (the surprise essence one, since it wasn't solid type). but then i past the wardah counter and unknowingly asked them whether they had concealer or not. they said yes. and without much thinking, i ended up buying it. i kinda regret bought this. why? i didn't know how to apply it!!!! really, i didn't have any brush or any tools so used my finger and the result was really bored ;(. but since i've had it in my possesin, i would continue to find a way to use it. fighting!!

i bought the toothbrush together with the concealer. eengg,,,,junior? yeah, my toothbrush was type that usually targetted to be used by kid. why? since it was small, so i could easily brushed all of my teeth. this brand had quite hard and rigid brush tough:( i bought it in order to try the new brand, i guessed i need to be faithful to my usual brand XD

for makarizo shampoo, heemmmm, i was fan of their hair mask. the scent totally superb and wouldn't leave u for long time ( i talked about the hair mask). recently my hair was in bad condition. so i tried to find new shampoo than my old one. out of curiosity i tried these. since we were in trial process, so i bought the one in sachet. the scent was just like their hair mask, the performance?? well, since i bought three different type, so i couldnt' really tell whether it was suit me or not. ha ha ha ha 

etude house dear darling tint 03 & eyelash curler silicone type, the face shop lovely me:ex make up base green

another korean products. i had beensuper curious to TFS make up base, it had 40 ml and only cost around IDR50!!!! crazy! sadly, at that moment this product wasn't available in my usual olshop. so i found other store and found it! with alot cheaper prize!! around IDR30!! order order order!!! it didn't come with box like EH face conditioning cream, with thin silver bottle. simple yet sweet package. i had read that the consistency of this base was really liquid that u have to super careful when push it out since it would come much than u need. once i used this for the first time, i promised myself to repurchase it ! really easy to blend, and if u use small product, u would get great result. too much product would whiten ur face and turned u into ghost! hahahaha. the scent was stronger than EH fcc, and i didn't really like it for the first. now i've been accustomed to it and enjoy it.

my first tint!!! even after i found out that korean love tint more than lipstick, i had been try to find it in my local store from other brand available here. but nothing had it. actually i wanted to have lovely me:ex tint, but since EH' tint was a bit cheaper (yes, it only a bit cheaper), so i chose EH dear darling tint in the end. mine was 03, red orange tint. why this color? since i owned wardah hydrogloss in orange color so i thought it would be great combo. but it turned out that this tint was more orange than mix between red-orange. lol. now my friend noticed that i used some lippies in my lips. hahahaha. i loved the scent, so sweet. i planned to try the other color whether it was from EH or other brand.

i ordered moistful collagen trial kit, but they said that it couldn't be ordered (dunno why), so i ordered eyelashes instead. recently i've been dilligently drawing eyeliner, so i thought curling my lashes would give better result. it was pink and the only product came with box. hahahaha. 

 etude house sweet recipe baby choux base #berry choux sample

for those three items above, i paid no more than IDR100 (minus the delivering fee) and they gave me this sample!! OMG!!! so happy, i've been eyeing this base since i saw the cf, but kept delaying to buy it. i was still in dilema, the biggest reason i wanted this base was the cute packaging (in jar). but now they replaced the base in bottle that, although it was still cute but it couldn't defeat the jar one. and now, my olshop gave this for me so i could try it out and decide objectively whether buying it or not>< and i love it!!! it didn't crumple in ur face even if u re-apply. now i've been ordered it (the peach choux though)

cussons imperial leather softly softly body wash

this product was bought out of my stupidity. i forgot to bring my body wash!!! hahaha, so i needed to buy the new one. imperial leather was one of my favorite body wash. this one smelled really nice. i just found out that this product named 'softly softly' when i write this post. coudn't help but laughed over ridiculous name, no offensive. ^^

garnier day cream sakura white

oho. i bought this last night in convenience store when we stopped to pee (hahahahaha). i easily got curious to new product. and since i needed more skincare, i decided to buy this. actually i wanted pond's. but my mother had bought it for me, so i chose this one. around IDR20. and i just realized that it wasn't night cream. it was day cream!! omo omo omo, babo me. i asked the staff to give me garnier night cream and they took a tube one. confidently i said "no, not that miss. the one in the jar" she then gave what i pointed. without checked i paid it. hahahah. it was still alright though. the reason i bought this was we didn't stop by departement store since our car was overload. i planned to buy a box of doughnut and breadtalk. in my home base city, there wasn't any mall. so, there wasn;t any j-co or breadtalk. so the money was used for anything else by me. xixixixi. 

that's all. finally, i can post my haul.

XOXO

between my work: kawaii box giveaway

       Again. i'm in the mid of my working. well, yeah, it isn't work tough. more like study. my new teacher in this city asked us about what we wanted to learn here. confidently i said "it's about immunization doc. since we got nothing in our previous city. no immunization held in our hospital, they were held in puskesmas (kind of primary medical service)". then she asked me to study about it and posted my resume through whatsapp on 19.30. it's 00.46 now, and of course i've posted mine. but we had another homework, which was to make quizz about our own topic. so yeah, i need to study more than what i posted. 

      And just like my prev 'between my work' post, i got bored from study (what a liar! i just finished watchin' running man ep 201, LOL) then i decided to surf for a while. guess what news i got? yup,  it's another giveaway gals!!! this time from kawaii box. ennggggg, actually i quite confused, who was the one held this event? since i got the announcement from http://www.yomistyle.com, but there was no any description about this giveaway. like what kind of prize the winner will get. they only said that there were kawaii box giveaway. no specific information ;( so i don't know whether it was yomi or the kawaiiboxco held this. Well, it doesn't block us, people hunger from freebies ><, to not join this give away tough.

     So, in order to not let u raise ur eyebrow in wandering, lemme tell u a little thing about kawaii box. just like u got from the name, kawaii box is a subscription service that provide some hand-piked kawaii items from japan and korea (yeah, not only from japan). the subscription is monthly, so after u purchase this, u will get new box everymonth. wow. they said that u will be freed from any shipping cost whrever u are, well, as long as u're in earth i guess (so i couldn't get it from here, rite? since i'm in galaxy now) lol ><. there willl be 10-12 original items inside the box and it will be delivered in the beginning of month directly from japan and korea. oh. another wow ladies. 

     just like i said in my prev post, post without some picts was so boring. so here, i got some interesting-nice pictures for u.

 credit: yomistyle.com

this was her box in may cuties everywhere!!!

credit: yomistyle.com

take a closer look to the products. hum, yummy

okay then, (what??? just 2 picts??? ). well, sorry. i couldn't help but post only 2 picts of the items here. if u wanna see more, u can jump to her website, the link had been added above.

just enter okay? who knows u're lucky enough to win this cute cute items ><

XOXO

between my work: the bomb of taeng-baek dating news

 i bet all of people whose into k-pop has been already heard this news.
well, okay, this was the second shocking news from smtown this year that hit me so hard after kris nullified contract. even after read about soshi's dating news (yoong, sooyoung and fany), i didn't received any shock or even surprise. my reaction to those just like 'oh, really? congrats to them then'. that's all.
maybe the fact that i'm a fan of exo and taeng (yeap, i really love taeng, she has super beautiful voice and..the way she expressed her emotion through singing was really superb). well, actually i'm a fan of smtown family, i love each idol under sm agency, but still, i have my own favourite group.

 

credit: to the owner

smtown is really jjang!!!!

i first knew soshi in late 2009, when their Gee was so daebak that made even my non-kpop friends kept repeating it. i got the mv from my college, and since i loved and got hyped with DB5K at that time, i decided to know more about other group. actually i didn't really that impressed with Gee. yeah, they were cute and so lovely, but i just found it plain (but after repeating the vid, i also loved it now). then i watched their 'into the new world'. wow. i prefer this song over Gee so much!!! nine of them were so young and innocent. next mv was 'girl's generation'. this mv taught me who was who in soshi. and i fell for taeng charm in this mv (let me tell u, i'm a straight girl. i just love beauty, whether it is a boy or girl or a thing). she was so cute and seemed cool at the same time. 

 

 credit: youtube smtown

look the 22 girl taeyeon! her hat and her facial expression successfully made me into her fan immediately

 credit: to the owner

beautiful taeng who got fanboys even from her fellow idol

once i love/fan into someone, i would try to find more things about them, searching them first in every mv or group photos.

 let me tell you my opinion about why i got quite electrifying shock from this news:

1. fact that baek is taeng fans--> heol, this was the second couple which would make a legend between love life about fans-his idol (the first one was LSG and yoona, yeah). it was such a cute moment everytime i read about baek-fanboying-moment towards taeng. remember the way he sang i got a boy in exo-showtime??? such a hillarious-precious moment for me as fan of exo. who would imagine such fan like baek dated his bias in rel life??? i was so jealous ><. well, of course the fact that both of them were in entertaiment area made everything easier to be couple (crying over my international-fans fact T___T)

2. both are the main vocal in their group --> well, it just a coincidence, considering how talented both of them. they have great skill to express their emotion

3. taeng is older! hahaha, i love this fact, means i also could dated 3 years younger boy (it's not that related, yeah). but i don't find any prob with this, just i really not imagine that they would start dating.
4. snds-exo, for the god sake, they are from snsd and exo!!! the two superior and hottest group ever !!!! they should be suuperr busy, flying here and there to meet their fans. i mean how they found time to know more about the other??? exo is just in the mid of their first world concert, and snsd also in the middle of their japan tour. just how they met???? oh, yeah, i forgot. we live in super global life where sns could close without letting the distance disturb it. yeah, i just forgot.
5. both are in smtown. well, like i always wrote above, i'm smtown stan. fact that two of the member are dating is quaite shocking, rite?? well, i heard rumour about other sm couple before, but this was the first one that has been confirmed by sm.
6. baek just had his first musical. fear not, i was a little bit startled saw baek with moustache in his musical preview. 'ow, my, what kind of person he would act to??'. plus, a news about he would have kiss scene with sooyoung's sister concerned me. well, yeah kiss scene is just as usual as hug for actor, but he is in exo, a group that has million young girl whose maybe couldn't accept it well (including me)
7.  dorky leader and noisy vocalist?? uh-oh, i just couldn't imagine them in romantic relation ><
8. actually i wrote in my free time, as a hobby. and one of the stories i wrote, taeng n baek were one of the lead characters. well, this far i just pair them as best friend who loves hanging out together with other character (in this case it was secret's sunhwa).

 

credit: to the owner

our noisy maker from the beagle line, well, actually three of them are!!

 

credit: i combine the three picts, each pict came from the owner

picture i used in my story 

overall, i don't have any problem with this couple. shocked? yes, but that's all, i couldn't do anything though. i just need to overcome my mixed feeling which is should be easy since i quite busy nowdays.

ps: i wrote this in yesterday morning but kept distracted by many thing, so i just finished it in the next dawn :::

XOXO

between my work:lala & xiao vee collaboration giveaway!!

uwwwahhhhhh,,,,,so sleepy. but what can i do?? i need to finish a homework given by my teacher last week. it was making ppt for her presentation about rescucitation. well, actually her presentation are in 20-something on june, but since i will out of city this sunday for 2 weeks, so she asked me to conclude it soon (actually before this friday, kekekeke). but i had (again) 2 night shifts, so yeah, i worked on it against my normal rest time in the midnite.
so, this time, i've sitting here in front of laptop for like 2 hours and got bored. it's normal for me to have other things to do to refresh my mind, then i remember about a good news i got days ago. it's about giveaway!!! oh wow. i'm new in blog world, so i just found out recently that some of the bloggers will hold giveaway as their thank u for the readers. although i didn't really understand the mechanism, i joined every giveaways i found.
and this time it's a giveaway held by amazing bloggers, xiao vee & lala...they will have 2 winners to get 2 different prizes. this was their collaboration giveaway

this was opened internationally, so wherever u came from u can join this and play with ur luck!!!

the first one are some products from etude (i want it!!!) consist of:

1. dear girls vitcara long & curl mascara: i really need mascara. i haven't try any yet, so if i win this i will be suuperrrrr happy <3
2. eraser show line remover stick: don't know much of this product, but i thought it was some type of make up remover, rite??? i was statisfied with my own remover (well, just a very normal milk cleansing though) but to have another one is quite a good idea rite??? especially i need a time to erase my eyeliner (the liquid one)
3. fresh cherry tint: even after i tried my first tint (didn't write about it yet) i have become very enthusiast about every lip product which is never happened before. i read many good reviews about this tint that it has coming in my whishlist
4. minnie in the nail glitter: etude nail series had successfully disturb my mind that i wanted the so bad. although i haven't try colouring my nail, having this one as a collection would be superb!!!

the second prize are holika holika products which is a brand i never tried before. and since i don't know any of the product, so i couldn't tell u my opinion about it

1. aqua petit jelly watery cheek: so..it seems like a blusher, eh? i still have any idea about how to put it on ur face, so yeah i don't really interested in this. plus, i have dark skin which is not really matched with pink or orange blusher (in my opinion)

2. jewel light marbel cushion eyes: an eyeshadow i guess??? just like blusher, i never put this on my face, basically because i didn't have any in my possesion plus i have no agenda that will need eyeshadow touch for my make up

3. heartful moisture lips: the only product that i want from the prizes, it looks so beautiful, a lippie in heart shape?? just wow

4. pastel nails: well, i think i interested in this product, but etude house list looked more promised for me

here is the link
http://www.bloglovin.com/frame?post=2936940489&group=0&frame_type=a&blog=3534294&frame=1&click=0&user=0

well that's all. i need to come back to my work. bye bye

XOXO

morning me: etude house precious mineral magic any cushion-pink

ayo watsup!!!!!! i'm in the middle of my hectic-crazy schedule which made me have night shift on saturday and morning shift for the very next sunday. stupidly, i didn't get any sleep in the friday night cuz i was too excited browsing here and there. actually i have a very nasty headache right now, but since i decided to write a post this morning, so yeah i will write it down.
initially,  i planned to bath after my teacher did her visit in sunday morning, but as i thought once more, i decided to bath as soon as the sun rose (wth with my vocab???). and it was really best decision i've made today, since my teacher visited around 2 pm!!!!
well, then back to the topic. i was too lazy to put any baby cream, so i just thinking to put my face conditioning cream and then pat some loose powder on my face. then my eyes suddenly crossed with my long-time-no-use precious mineral magic any cushion.

my mini magic any cushion

i bought this around half month ago when i saw they sold this mini magic any cushion, i purchased it right away after saw it on some olshop (even bothering my mother by asking her to transfer the money since i couldn't out my self to do it). it's pretty interesting that 3 of this products weight 12 g in total (1 product=4 g), which is 3 g lesser than the full size, but it cost faaaaaaaaar cheaper than the full size. plus, u get 3 different shade to try out and find which color suits u best. thanks god i decided to have this first before purchase the full size, since i was into the mint color but it turned out the peach one looked best for my skin.

since i've already tried the mint and peach one, this morning i chose the pink to use. and yeah, even after read the description for the pink color i knew that this color wouldn't suit well with me (it was made for the pale skin people, and my skin was too much far to be categorized as pale ><)

after applied my face conditioning cream, i dab the magic pink onto my face. dab it there. dab it here. and since i'm new to this beauty world, so i still lack in many ways to express how some products worked. kekekekekeke. sorry.

me with face conditioning cream+magic pink

i just cut my make up in magic pink, consciously forgot the loose powder. well, i was in sort of a hurry tough. can u see my bright (what i thought) smile even tough i lack of sleep lately? lols.

this magic pink didn't make my face too white like wearing mask like the mint did. i need to re-applying for several time to make the uneven skin of mine became unnoticeable. maybe, since it was made for the pale skin, so this color didn't white the skin out. it did cover (slightly) my redness from my acne scar. but, my skin getting better nowdays.

ps: do u notice those dark dark circle?

well, since my headache getting worse, i forgot what i planned to write. beside it seems like i have case presentation for tomorrow, but i just did my preparation for like less than 5 %. i'm so die......T_____T

bye

XOXO

come back from coma

hai, annyeong........i'm back right after i found some of my broken spirit. this last few weeks was quit hard that i had to endure pain and shock. yeah, it was about kris n his lawsuit against sme. exo fans received such a dangerous heart attack right before the boys first concert (well, i was crying knowing they had concert n i couldn't go, but, i'm willingly crying over that rather than this drama). i was literally paralized both mentally and physically. i remember clearly, that noon i did surfing n found this heartbreaking news and couldn't think of anything for minutes. never, even in my most wild dream, i ever imagined this kind of thing happened. i mean, oh please, my first group crush had already doomed with this kind of problem (ehem, DB5K, ehem) then why my second crush has to walk the same path??? just 2 years after their debut???? and the worst thing is, kris is my bias in exo. well, whoever exo member, i would be super sad if they wanted to out from the group since i love all of the members. but, hey, kris was my first member that got my attention and i couldn't take my eye from him.
seriously, i couldn't think and rest peacefully since the news out. i kept rewatching exo showtime. the very first show that left me in dazed due to our duizhang unique charm (read: stupidity). i kept crying after watched exo-k overdose (after the kris news out). overdose was such great and powerful song with superb choreography, but i moved my tears saw the members and thought that their galaxy was trying to has separate way with them. i smiled like crazy since for the same time i also cried.

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being kpop fans was not easy from the very first place. none of people around me has same taste with me in term of music. then, in this difficult moment i couldn't find someone whom share this sadness together. my friends just laughed at me every time i tried to tell them my feeling. they kept told me to wake up from dream n live in real life. like i wouldn't, i really, sincerely hoped that all of this kris thing was just a dream and woke with news about 12 members of exo having successful asia concert. hell yeah, i couldn't blame them since they didn't understand how it feels.

i watched the press conference in d-3 of their concert in seoul and strangely, i didn't find tao's (the news told so) statement about "11 members" angering me. i understood him. he adored duizhang more than other, hence if some sensitive problem like this matter happened, he would feel really bad-upsetting-nasty-heartache. he felt betrayed. from the first place, tao wasn't that mature to manage his emotion, even our leader suho seemed struggle to control this betraying feeling (remember his statement during his speech for their first mcd win?). i understood all. even, if it was really the members itself who unfollowed kris on his IG. human would pass the first step when they got bad news: disapproval. then they would move to next step which is anger. this anger time last quite long, until this anger cool down, they would try to bargain. i thought that most of the members are still in the state of anger. when they couldn't find any answer about the root of this problem.

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i personally had my own private matter beside this. my new teacher was such person who loves perfection and thought that all of her students have above average in term of knowledge. my packed schedule which is started on 05.00 and finished at 14.00 (if we don't have presentation) then if we get night shift, we have to move again to the next schedule at 16.00 till 05.00 then restarted again. at the night, when i have no night shift i recently remember the happy past moments of exo then started to cry. it's tiring. every time i listen to exo's song, tears were just flowing without command. it can't be helped since most of my most played playlist were exo's song. people might think that my response was overdo, but this was my real feeling. it was even thousand times more painful than when i broke up. strange but true.
actually some parts of my heart still believe that kris will be back. why? since sme's responds was still too vague to me. it seemed that they still wanted kris back (jebaaaaal). also, kris never showed up after this news (well, only the pict he posted on his IG). sme's statement about how they couldn't reach kris seemed true. i personally think that the staff also taken a back of this matter.
well, everything was so confusing. kris looked okay and fine (by this i mean he seemed happy and enjoy exo-m activities) in bts of overdose mv filming & iQiyi i love dapai interview. that was such short period of time of those interview with the news and only a week before the concert. what kind of problem that made him in such russh and seemly inconsiderate choice to file the lawsuit??? i really wanted to know. or, if kris felt bad for this whole time of exo activities, then i should say that he was such a great actor to not show it at all in front of the camera and the members. but i was so sure that all of his laughs and smile were ome from his sincere heart. 

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i will wait. we need those 00 to become 100. i believe that we will see both again on same stage soon

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found this from facebook. hopefully it won't come to that state. fighting!!!

i really hope the best for this matter. forever love u guys!!!! fighting, fighting, fighting!!!!!!
WE ARE ONE!!!!!!
XOXO

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E.X.O overdose

 *note: believe it or not, i began to write this post since 23 pm, soon after i completed my download for both albums. but i finished this like 12 hours later; since i slept, so sleepy last night and i kept distracted. from downloading fail, bathing, eating and browsing. i also need to keep listen the tracks so i could write what i really feel about this albums.
after so much works, finally i can completely post this, here the original post ^^

it has been told that exo will be release their 2nd mini album on 7th at 00.00 am KMT. after like years hundred delayed, finally those good news came out. i almost jump over the ceiling when read that. so happy and excited!!! but then i realize that it was the date for the mini album, not the official mv (i'm hunger to the high quality video) but then i should thank god very much. at least i will get new playlist soon in my phone.

i've been thought whether i sleep or just sitting in front of my laptop waiting for the release. and then, after coming home i connect to the internet n some fp said the album has just released through baidu. not too expecting i went to my favorite page which always update about kpop, and there it was. sitting cooly in the very first page! it had it!!! the new mini albums!! both korean and chinese!!!!

i need to get blood in my hands to access the link since the traffic was pretty bad. o yeah, so many fans just tried their best to get these a.s.a.p. i understand, but i kept trying. and jreng jreng jreeeenggg.....i got it!!! omg i got it!!!!

so sorry i can't share the mp3 here, i don't know how, so just  jump to those links ^^

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1. overdose, well i admit it. i'm not so good or patience fans. my budget is sooo limited that i couldn't purchase any of their albums. i've listened to this track thousand times when the mv from their showcase came out and never got bored. i mean how could u get tired of this suuuupeeeeeer cool song, eh? but listen to the song before its officially released was pretty half good half bad idea. for the good, i got to know the song and the bad was i kept whinning to listen to the official one. whatever, i had that wish now n dying of happiness. from the tittle, well it really suited, it truly overdose u, watchout gals!! i love the feeling when the music keep ringing in my left and right ear then harmonize together. well i know zero about music so i can't really tell how it heard with profesional words.but our suho said that thi is an urban rnb dance. i especially love when suho sang on 02.06 then d.o then suho again then baek. how great!!! <3 <3. i give this 5/5, well it could b considered unfair since i listened to it way more than others. but what can i say? it's really a nice song ><. it's really got u into overdose!!!
2. moonlight, honestly i'm not fan of slow tempo track. even in the very first medley, i didn't expect much. but after listening to the full ver, i should admit that even this track was more than good to keep u listen them again again n again. btw i heard some strange words like 'shower' and 'story'. well, those words shouldn't b labeled strange, it just me didn't even understand why i felt wander when i heard those in this song. from the tittle, i thought it could be telling romantic story, well i always relate moon, star, and other galaxy (lol kris!) things to be about sweet mysterious love story. anyway, this song also good, though it needed more than once to make it growth inside me (twice exactly, the number needed to make me really love moonlight). well, this got 4,5/5 from me <3
3. thunder, boom boom boom boom, it really boomed me!!!! if moonlight didn't impress me during medley, thunder did. very well. no wonder if i expect super high about this track. and the full ver??? well, it met my expectation, if not more. i kept wide smile like crazy when listen to this for the first. really addiction!!! i also love the playword, where they keep the same syllable for the each verse ending. how to explain it? just listen to it and u will understand me><. when they kept repeating 'thunder 3x', i could hear how good d.o' pronounciation is! in this track u will also able to hear chanyeol' voice when he sang, yup sang. not rap. like moonlight i also heard strange word here, i heard gender???!!! really, what kind of  story that thunder offer to make such word came out??? well, it also i heard it wrong. we will check it once i find the lyrics ^^.. for the poin, u should be able to guess it rite? yup, it's 5/5 <3 <3
4. run, yeah girls, u better keep run away from exo if u are not mentally prepared for their awesomeness. first listening this in their showcase, and their gestures when 'aaaaaaa yup' part were so epic. it seemed playful song full of happiness. it remind me to 3.5.6. a song that could make u jump all over ur room while listening to it. really!! hello hello oo!! at first glance, when u just look the tittle, u will remember their debut teaser tittled run & gun. i mistaken for a moment, thinking that it would be the same music, but heck yeah. i was wrong. totally different feel. if run & gun was a great track with superb dance move that would be hard for people like me, this 'run' is kind of happy song where u can just follow the rhythm and trust ur body to move. it's fun to have similar 'kamehameha' move in 'aaaaaaaa yup'. it's a kind of song which u can pretend have air lightstick and shake them excitedly. the score? hhhmmmmmm,,, 4,5/5 <3
5. love love love, another slow track that failed to attract me, i didn't notice that this was the same title with my other crush idol: db5k. so boring that i didn't even remember which part of this song that put in medley before. but i surprised when heard the full ver, it was even more shocking than moonlight!!! this song has some chinese traditional music touch that made this soo different to the entirely other tracks. it was so good that i wander myself, did sm purposely put the not too good part in medley for this song?? totally owesome, this song deserve ur attention. it less energic than run but still contain happiness that will make u smile widely. i personally love the 'a-uh' part. as if they didn't forget their wolf instict in this album (awoooo, sound similar;)). i just couldn't find any more words to describe this song, it just great, daebakk, jjang tract. u won't have any regret listen to this XD. it's 4,5/4 <3

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1. overdose, well in this m section i will only compare the k & m ver since the song is just the same anyway. in this m ver i reeaaaaaalyy love luhan's first part. dunno why, but his pronounciation was really great in chinese (he is chinese for sure, so no wonder lolz) that made me repeat that part again n again . the other, i also addicted to lay' (also) very first part. the way he said 'liu' (is it true? dunno) was very great that always successfully moved my finger to kept 'rewind' button. this guy truly amazing, he was my bias crusher u know? i was super happy knowing our bun xiumin got much more part here. he really had those beautiful voice yet we couldn't hear that often. fact about suho' part was sung by lay in m ver was suuupeer good idea. i also love when lay sang in the mid of song, the exact part of which i told u i like suho' part before. yup, at 02.06, when he sang with luhan and chen. and chen, hey, how came i forget our troll?? should i praise him more? he is really superb, fact that he is the main vocal in m although his chines was limited really cool, eh? i don't know much about chinese, but even the chinese people praised him for his accurate pronounciation in mandarin when he sang. he practiced hard for sure. well i'd like to clap for both chen n xiumin for their hardwork in mandarin, i'd rather study about science than practice mandarin, really difficult!! hehehe, i love both korean and chinese ver of this song <3 <3
2. moonlight, nothing particular, i didn't listen much to this track since i kept replaying the k ver for reviewing purpose. ke he he he he. it shouldn't be any huge difference right? chen' and luhan' harmonize together reminded me of their what is love. this m ver strangely gave me feeling of el dorado when i listened to it. not the tittle, but the vibe resulted from their voices and the music.
3. thunder, i jumped to this in my playlist once i completed my download for m ver. and, it just as great as k ver!!!! i still guessing who was the one sang 'thunder3x' though. who was he?? well, we weill know soon ><. i love hearing our xiumin' here. maybe just because of his image, but i kept imagine bunch of bun (or his cheek??) whenever i heard his. one thing that quiet surprisd me was when i heard kris'. really just then i realized that i listened to the m ver. i love how small the difference in language influence me to listen to their song.
4. run, i got chance to heard a little bit of this song during the showcase (they sang it in mandarin-korean-mandarin). firstly, let's walking around excitedly while keep this song in ur ears <3.and din't forget our 'kamehameha' move guys!!!!!
5. love love love, how it will sound, traditional chinese music with mandarin lyrics? only one answer. perfect. began with kris bass voice and cool rap. really, i don't feel any galaxy things  from our galaxy dude at all (u will forget how nerd-cute kris are in this). i even didn't really notice that this song began with the rapper. once i listened to m ver, i hurriedly checked the k ver to make sure whether they started it with chanyeol. of course they were, babbo ><. apart from great beginning, i should admit that i prefer d.o' from k ver than luhan' (sorry, but d.o was my very first bias in exo). luhan sounded great too but i couldn't help but thinking that d.o' suited the song better. well, those difference that made exo super duper ultra mega cool rite? 

the only ashamed thing that i could thing about these minis was sm didn't put overdose EXO, yes, exo, not k or m but both, ver in this. so if u want to heard 12 of them singing together, u need to watch the mv

fyuhh, finally. i finished talking about those songs. when i traced back again, i just like, it didn't that long, but why it took so much time to write it down?????


well then, i need to hurry since i had made appointment with my friend. i'll comeback to make review about the mv. i think i have so many to talk about this overdose thing
see ya.....
XOXO

holiday, just me n my laptop

oh yeah, it's holiday. finally, after my last exam that felt like a waste. don't get me wrong. my last exam didn't go badly, but i wasn't sure it was smooth as i expected though. the problem was my teacher gave me another questions about material i didn't read deeply. i mean , i thought we would discuss about A but then he asked about B. since he was such a nice person, even when we (yup, we, i and my friends) couldn't give him a truly correct answers he just smiled n laughed. well, this teacher was famous to be truly care about his students and dislike gave them trouble. but still!! i didn't sleep for 2 days in preparing that exam, but then yeah that happened. immediately after he announced the material i just felt like throwing away my note contained everything from book i read.

u can see, pict above was taken before n after the exam. in before pict u see i smiled brightly, even my face brighter n the lighting in the room good enough to take pict with my phone. in before pict, my face a bit darken (hell yeah, it was hours later after i put my bb cream. this was different room with not so good lighting) but still smiled brightly. lolz.

well, forget about the exam, i'm pretty sure that all of us won't get bad grade afterall. then, today is the third day of our week off and almost all of my friends back home. i alone in this house (except for the landlord of course). but i don't feel lonely at all. i have my laptop and connection to internet (thanks to my mother who kindly gave me the money). but still, my biggest reason to hurriedly recharge my connection still zero. what? yeah, exo still make comeback yet. they said that exo will release their mini album 7th, but dunno anything about the official mv.
exo-m has made comeback though, but the quality of vid...irarely found good vid even in 720. plus the cameraman didn't do their job properly :P
cause their didn't hold comeback yet, i then downloaded another things i could. i watched endless love (trust me or not, this was my first time saw those drama) n seeing song hye kyo rushly made me rewatched full house. i'd like to make my review about two dramas, but i think later....
ah, i also rewatched mvp lover, actually i didn't sure whether 'rewatch' was proper word since i watch it in my childhood but halfly. yeah, just halfly since i couldn't watch full eps (i used to go to full day school). i also wanted to make review about mvp lover. but still, later,,,,kehkehkehkeh
btw, i'm not take a bath yet ( i know, i know, it's already noon, but this is holiday rite? it's legal to even don't take bath 'till evening. lols). bye bye, i need to watch running man
XOXO

escape

Gyyaaaaahhhhhhh,,,,,,tomorrow i'll have my last exam for this station n yet i still sitting here surfing, boring. i really shouldn't do this, but my head felt heavy n strangely those headache disappear when i'm not studying. lol.
then, what should i write here? eemmm, firstly i almost forget that i had blog. nowdays i loved to read reviews about korean beauty product from kindly blogger all over the world. n that made me want to review mine also, though i don't have many products from korea but from the first i loved to try new product. from foods to cosmetics. i want to share my opinion about what i'm using now, but i haven't take their picts yet, so i think post without picts will be suuperr boring. i'll take some after my test ^^
btw, my network connection is in dangerous cuz i've used almost all gb that i had *crying. i hope it will stay until i get my money to repurchase it.

just like i said before, a post without single pict will be so plain, so i decided to find some old photos just to make it look full. kekekeke,,,

i'll find something good to post later
bye bye..<3